Hurts.

these days i felt so bad ... i don't know why... so want to cry . maybe because it's the rain fall down so quick, flow my tears out of my eyes..
so many unspokenable voices.. it seems no one ever want to be with me.. !! hey, what's wrong with me ??
sad songs , dark colors, gloomy weather all came back to my life... romantic emotions swim around the room, lost the feeling of old self. .. is it lonely or self destruct??
"rain drops end every season and tears drop every relationship. " everytime i hear this song. 换季。.. 失恋的人就换季....


so true..
too emotional.. don't know how to handle. .
i don't know .. strange feelings.
wish it is not now but one year later or earier ..