Let it go

Almost every single time, I like to start my sentence with " Time went so fast" and every time I do that makes me wonder why am I wasting my time now? For all those hours I spurge on romance, I could be earning an extra degree, learning a new skill. But the indispensable fact is I want to spend the time with him, I like him. The conflicts of the need to achieve my goals, and the want of my desires to be with him. Whether which worth more, I left myself in this debatable situation.